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    A lot is going on in my life!

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    It’s been some time since my last blog post, and there’s a good reason: life has been quite chaotic. In early May, I went through a severe mental breakdown and sought professional help. Managing mental health is indeed a challenge. The finalization of my divorce at the end of April might have been the catalyst for the breakdown in May. To stay busy, I’ve delved into anime, gaming, and have even started streaming! Venturing back into the dating scene to find someone is also a challenge in itself.
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    I Have Been Really Down Lately

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    Lately, I’ve been feeling quite low and can’t seem to overcome this slump. There’s no one I feel comfortable confiding in; the thought of burdening someone else is too painful. Growing up, I was taught that men should be stoic and conceal their feelings, a belief I now reject. We all encounter daily struggles, yet it’s often not clear who we can rely on for support. Sometimes, our partners might turn their attention elsewhere, which complicates matters. In my case, I know she has been unfaithful, but my emotions appear insignificant to her. She calls him a “friend,” yet their messages hint at something more. I’m conflicted about how to proceed: do I address the issue and risk a valued friendship, or do I suffer in silence?
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    I Hate Scammers!

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    So I am looking for a secondhand xenForo for a project I want to do. and well I found this website “Extra License” which allows users to sell trade or buy a forum software license. Well, I think I just got scammed. Person gave me all the right info I needed to validate the license. But I think they are pretending to sell their license to scam people out of money. I have a Dispute with Paypal underway. I am going to give him till moneday to refund my money or I am taking it up with PayPal.
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    Insomnia SUCKS!

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    So I suffer from Insomnia, and well it can get downright annoying! especially when I have to work the next day. So you might ask, What do I do to help with the endless nights of no sleep? Well, first if I know I am going to be not tied I will stay up till about 12 to 1 AM in the morning (this is if I don’t have to be at work at 6 AM) and I will try and do something, Play some video games, work on websites, watch TV, or Youtube. On nights where I have to be up at 6 AM is one of the hardest to deal with. If I had just gotten off work at 10 PM, it at least taken me about an hour at the least to get relaxed from the day. With that, I got to eat, get a shower, and get ready for the next day so I could get to bed. On days like this my favorite thing comes into play! I either make a hot tea and read for a bit, or I take sleep meds to help with the falling asleep part. but sometimes that doesn’t work. So I fall back onto my other sleeping remedy like video games websites and TV. I could be up for a few more hours and realize it is almost 3 AM So its onto the red bulls the Monsters to keep me up for the day.  How do you deal with Insominea?
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    Dere Archotype

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    So it’s always puzzled me what people see in the Dere types as of late. and Recently I have started to understand why these are so important in Anime. For each Dere type, there is a different personality that will come out of either the MC or a SC. Let’s take the Tsundere for example. This character is cold and standoffish toward everyone mostly. but when it comes to their love interest They are even colder to them at first then slowly start to warm up. But they won’t show this in public Now a good example of a Tsundere is Tiaga Asikia from Toradora. She is mean to her love interest who is the main character of the anime and gets all shy when they are in public and he shows her the smallest of affections.
    This has started to make alot more sense to me about the anime dere archotypes.

    you can read my article on this here
    12 Deres and Their Meanings! - Anime Fun

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    Welcome to my Blog!

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    Hello and welcome! I'm Sinistra. This is my personal blog where I'll share my passion for Anime, Gaming, Graphic Design, and Web Design. It's also a space where I'll discuss my personal life, which might get intriguing! If you're an anime enthusiast and want to join the conversation,
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    Do you have an anime trop fetish?

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    For a lot of people, this would be taboo. This would show your hentai side if it was something weird like stripped panties or some weird thing like that. To be honest with you I believe this is what makes anime so interesting. Now for me, it would have to be the Thigh High socks/stockings. I know I know I’m weird but it’s an aspect of the design that I like. if you think about it. an anime girl wearing thigh-high socks is kinda cute. I guess its that little bit of leg that shows just below the skirt that is cute.